that songs an oldie but a goodie.

dumb it down
the media does it
artists do it
even the schools do it
why?
why do they feel like the masses cant take things at face value
and continue to feed us watered down shit?
personally i think its laziness.
fuck that.



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Now playing: Aesop Rock - Were Famous (Ft. El-P)
via FoxyTunes

so this weekend i learned i cant trust anyone
people you think are your friends, arent.
theyre your enemies with masks on to disguise who they really are.
girlfriends, dont even get me started.
the concept of relationships is a joke.
a fucking joke.


long story short.
your friends will sleep with the person youre dating.

it snowed last night and it was absolutely amazing.
i love winter.













i still hate canton.



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Now playing: Every Time I Die - In The Event That Everything Should Go Terribly Wrong
via FoxyTunes

i havent updated in seven days. my bad.
lots has happened.
im sick of bitches. not females, but bitches.
i want this semester to hurry up and end.
i need to go home for a while.
i also need to finish writing this piece for class.
im screwed.






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Now playing: Bernie Allen - Catapult Complex
via FoxyTunes

i hate weekends. they remind me of how little there is to do at this "college". im using the term college loosely, because in my mind this place barely qualifies as one. its in the middle of nowhere, my community college had a higher student population, and it just blows.



i hope i get into utica.









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Now playing: Escape The Fate - There's No Sympathy For The Dead
via FoxyTunes

illest mixtape out right now. close your eyes, open your ears, and listen.

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look what i did

so i learned this weekend that words, no matter how little or how many, can make or break a situation. i dont want to get into specifics, but i learned not say things that i dont mean, even if they sound right at the moment because two hours later you could feel completely different and feel like a dick for what you said. you can also lose people who mean the world to you and more.

happy fucking columbus day everyone.







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Now playing: Gym Class Heroes - Don't Tell Me It's Over feat. Dre & Lil Wayne
via FoxyTunes

so im going home today!
WHOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
im happy, as you can tell.
and last night, i rediscovered The Postal Service.
amazing band. if youve never listened to them, nows the time.





peace




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Now playing: The Postal Service - Recycled Air
via FoxyTunes

so, i was supposed to go home this weekend. i was really happy about it and excited.
well that all came to an end really fuckin quick, and now im in a horrible mood.
fuck canton.
i hate this fucking school and i cant wait to be done with it. im so past this place its disgusting.




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Now playing: Cold - Stupid Girl
via FoxyTunes

midterms are starting to make me go crazy.
two spanish midterms. two. as if one isnt enough. give me a fucking break.
a philosophy exam, which the review class was cancelled today, and the test is the day we get back from the 4 day weekend. give me another fucking break.
this shits ridiculous.
im stressed to the max.

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Now playing: The Bouncing Souls - Sing Along Forever
via FoxyTunes

so i havent blogged in 18 days, kind of bad.
im going home this weekend, thank god. this place wears on my patience quite quickly.
and i cant believe we're already at midterms. this semester is flying by much faster than i wanted it to, but whatever, you cant turn back time.


song of the moment: wu-tang clan - m.e.t.h.o.d. man

god damn alcohol

so, as of right now, im resigning the right to drink alcohol. yeah, being legal to drink is great and all, but fuck that. i woke up this morning, unable to remember anything, it feels like i broke both of my hands, and theres blood all over the shirt i wore last night.


long story short; i think i blacked out.

renee

this song is from way back in the day. some of you might know it, some wont. listen to it, it tells a pretty sad story, but the song is a-fucking-mazing.

A Bird That’s Come Home
by Kelsea Habecker

posted July 22, 2008

The clouds rise and we alone are lighted
figures on the beach, free-wheeling one evening
along the lagoon chasing the sandpipers

that skip across the surface of the waves.
I say: We are an egg wrapped in paper or straw.
You laugh and say: Break it open.

We go home and argue.
It happens this way. Differences press
our thin membrane. We crack.

Afterward, the room is a mess:
overturned crystal and chairs, pieces
of the speckled murre eggs we stole

from a nesting cliff and spent one whole
winter drying out near the furnace.
Everything breaks. We, too,

are fragile.
You wrap yourself in a shell,
I fly to the shore to contemplate the churning

sea and the birds in it. Gulls float the rough swells.
After all, in the death crack
of Arctic winter the sturdiest birds remain.

But what about us? What phoenix
can plume out of this fissure
to squawk the first notes of our truce?

When I return home, you’re standing
naked, bird-legged, in the kitchen
making cookies, and I turn to yolk.

For one thing, in the midst of our division
the thought of you stork standing in the dark sea
of appliances, factoring quantities

and degrees, rounding off
the time to keep them
soft morsels me.

But there’s more, like a feather slowly settling,
when you fold your wings again next to me and say:
even in cookies, it’s the egg that holds everything together.

© 2008 Kelsea Habecker

everything you've ever been taught is a lie

so right now, im sure im going to cause a ruckus, but i want everyone to challenge everything theyve ever believed it, clear their mind from all opinions and bias' and watch this.

http://video.google.com/videosearch?q=zeitgeist&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&client=firefox-a&um=1&sa=N&tab=wv&oi=property_suggestions&resnum=0&ct=property-revision&cd=1#

the name of the film is "zeitgeist" and is challenges everything from the catholic "religion" to september eleventh conspiracy theories, to the banking system and more.

watch it before you judge.

dont tell me its over

so i know ive written about this before, but this song is nothing short of great.
having grown up in geneva, literally next door to the bands vocalist, seeing this band come this far is absolutely mind blowing. oh yeah, theyre new cd is out next tuesday.

emergency broadcast::the end is near

pay no attention to the title, its the song im listening to, by underoath. the song was actually the reason i started to write tonight. while listening, i realized that even though a band such as underoath who is generally classified as "hardcore" can make seemingly beautiful music. something about the melody, the hardcore breakdowns, the screaming, double bass peddle on the drums, everything. its captivating. for some reason the song made me think about the piece of art that we looked at the other day. while some of us probably didnt think much of or didnt like the sculputre that was presented (i didnt) im sure others did. this all ties into the music im listening to. i was talking with my roommate who was giving me a "what the fuck are you listening to look" and it hit me. im pretty narrow minded. i assume most people like the same things as i do (movies, books, music, politics, tv shows, etc. etc.) when i know they dont. now i listen to everything from underground hip hop, to techno, to obviously hardcore, but not country. makes me cringe. back to the sculpture though. while i pretty much hated the damn thing which i wrote "looks like a wire spool gone horribly wrong" im sure someone found it beautiful and abstract, which i really cant judge because everyone is entitled to their opinion.

long story short; i realized im kind of ignorant.

bloggaro numero uno (clearly not proper spanish)

i have a blog. now what? no one can stop me now. not even the internet police. or the god damn batman. that being said; welcome. and look at how fancy that multicolored guy is up there. i bet you wish you could be just like him. or not. i guess its just a matter of opinion. notice how i don't use any capitalizations at all? im sure everyone will have a field day with that. this is the most random thing anyone has ever read. but on a more serious note, do yourself and the word a favor download (legally of course) the song "don't tell me its over remix" by gym class heroes featuring dre and lil wayne. itll change your life. i also forgot to mention. i've only been moved into these dorms for six days, and already the RA's have taken two sets of speakers from me. they're haters.